Puck: Alpha One Security Book 4 by Jasinda Wilder

Author:Jasinda Wilder [Wilder, Jasinda]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781941098738
Publisher: Jasinda Wilder
Published: 2017-04-04T18:30:00+00:00

7: Teasing

Holy motherfucking shit—Colbie Danvers having an orgasm was hands down the most erotic thing I’d ever witnessed. My cock was throbbing, and I was pretty sure I was leaking pre-come in my underwear. I hadn’t even seen her tits, much less gotten a glimpse of the pussy my fingers had just been in, but I was already half in love with the woman’s body.

Maybe that wasn’t a smart thing to joke about, though.

Only, I wasn’t really joking, was I?

I’d give up another finger to get thirty minutes alone with Colbie, and I’d be content with my bargain even if all I got to do was look. If I got to touch—and kiss and lick and fuck—I would die a happy man.

I knew she was still freaking out, which I understood. She’d clawed her way out of hell, and when you do that on your own like she had, giving up even the tiniest amount of control was like surrendering your soul. I got it, I really did. I respected the hell out of her, and that was the damn truth. What she’d come out of, what she’d fought her way through, that shit took guts, it took balls—which I meant in the euphemistic sense, obviously—and it took furious determination and fierce strength, along with an unwavering sense of independence. I respected that shit down to my fucking toes, inside and out. But I also knew—or rather I strongly suspected—that there was another part of her deep down that wanted to be able to let go, just for a minute. She couldn’t, she didn’t know how, she flat out refused. Which I also understood. She’d fought me down to the last possible second; she’d made me earn every inch I took from her. She wasn’t just going to fall onto my dick, and she wasn’t going to be dropping to her knees anytime soon just because she felt sexual desire for me. If she wanted easy no-strings sex, she could get it anytime she wanted, and I thought she knew that. I wasn’t under the impression that she was that kind of girl, but you never knew. It didn’t matter. The point was, she and I both knew she could get sex whenever she wanted it. This dance of ours wasn’t about sex. It was about control, it was about trust—it was about sex, too, yes, but not sex of the wham-bam-thank-you-ma’am variety. It was about . . . something more. What, I wasn’t sure.

Maybe it was about me earning her trust enough that she’d eventually give me control. I wasn’t a dominant, not in the traditional sense. Not even close. I didn’t care how shit went down, most of the time. I had no problem letting a chick tell me how she wanted it, and I had no problem going with that. I’d go along for the ride, because most of the time, we both got our pleasure and that’s what it was really all about. For Colbie, it was about more than body parts, about more than who touched whom where.

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